Monday, August 01, 2011
Wow hi guys don't know even people reading this, cause seen my last entry is on fed/11. What I feel right now gross~~. Still dangling in the air, recently part time work( ok I still slack there!) tense air is on again don't want to know < cause ask also nope point!> .
Went to visit Railway station, cause they are tear it down. Took a ride, to near by country (malaysia), met a couple of nice people. Took picture ( which I enjoy the most! ). I guess one hundreds year old rail way track just like that gone~~. luckily , thanks my friend for riding me to railway station. Both of us woke up around 6am , reach there around 8am waited around 20min for the train to drove past through the bridge I stand it video.. Haha love the sound of the train.
OkOk I know ~~~ Need to find a full time job, but I really speechless, breathless. Sometime I feel am I really know what hell I am Right now?
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Wednesday, February 09, 2011
Helo, people Wow a brand new year .... Yesterday just celebrated my Birthday. By the way I got another friend who birthday is today."HAPPY Birthday to her!!!"
Recently lots of my class mate got Married.(Bless all of them!) Times files I turn 26 this years...
My mummy told Me that there nothing I have gain from all this years of working .. NO money, No saving, No boyfriend, No house, NO cars..etc....
Am I getting More and more weird? My Brain is getting more and more empty? Or Am I refuse to growing up? The more I desires the more I am lost?
Recently photo made me feel more unhappiness show on my face even I am smiling...
Jobless made me total worn out~~ {because I really hate working}
Hate been tie by the job~~
Going to buy new house cause the house I am living right now really got lots of problem~~ {Mental and body}(which totally effect my whole family)
Sometime when I saw an Ads role Started said" I am really tired, I really am". Tear uncontrollability flows out~~~ I don't know why, or is it my soul is cry out for help??
Lost and no place feel like home really freaking me out~~ One day , I will get what I wan~~~
Bless those who saw my blog, and good nitez {is almost past midnight}~~~
i want you back at 11:38 PM
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Thursday, July 08, 2010
Hi wow is july half of year just pass in rush.... life is normal i learn to slow down ...Still finding job...
Last job I contiune to see how a business will weak if you still holding a rust thinking , What type of bosses will have what type of staff... Your business thinking keep squeeze your own staff, making them feel like slave, how your business will keep up with 21th century? Video camera is for shoplifting not for you using your "Black berry" to keep tab on your staff.. Since you are the boss do your things, letting your old stuff bully those new staff! Chasing those and fire those staff you dont feel it tired?
Haven't you seen those SIGN??? Every day those staff face no life at all.. Every one work for you is to feed their family. What right of you to bully them in this way? You live in Landed property, drive in branded car. Do you understand how your staff feel?
Even you order them to reach there 15min early before opening time help you clean the whole store and mop, for free without extra allowance!!!When you need to count stock ask them to came back on they off day, you just paid them $50!!! Where the goverment Laws when told them you follow the laws!!!
Your "THANKS YOU FOR YOUR HELP ME" I am very grateful for your help"sound the staff don't deserve your thanks, what ever they do now is in their duty to do so!.{This made people puking!! Made people blood boils!}
Don't Trust your staff what your point to hire them for? Look you made your life miserable, don't force people to join!!
All I can said I try ....
Last job I contiune to see how a business will weak if you still holding a rust thinking , What type of bosses will have what type of staff... Your business thinking keep squeeze your own staff, making them feel like slave, how your business will keep up with 21th century? Video camera is for shoplifting not for you using your "Black berry" to keep tab on your staff.. Since you are the boss do your things, letting your old stuff bully those new staff! Chasing those and fire those staff you dont feel it tired?
Haven't you seen those SIGN??? Every day those staff face no life at all.. Every one work for you is to feed their family. What right of you to bully them in this way? You live in Landed property, drive in branded car. Do you understand how your staff feel?
Even you order them to reach there 15min early before opening time help you clean the whole store and mop, for free without extra allowance!!!When you need to count stock ask them to came back on they off day, you just paid them $50!!! Where the goverment Laws when told them you follow the laws!!!
Your "THANKS YOU FOR YOUR HELP ME" I am very grateful for your help"sound the staff don't deserve your thanks, what ever they do now is in their duty to do so!.{This made people puking!! Made people blood boils!}
Don't Trust your staff what your point to hire them for? Look you made your life miserable, don't force people to join!!
All I can said I try ....
YOUR EXCUSE WON'T WORK FOR LONG THIS NOT A CURSE ... YOU ASK FOR IT!!!
i want you back at 9:44 PM
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Friday, April 09, 2010
" I hate you~~~~!x100times"
That what when the person close to you said to you.. That also when I don't have goal in my life?. I don't know what to do? I don't like to talk cause what came out from my mouth will piss them off.
I write this post just vent out! I don't Need your pity, your help!!!..
"I AM Very Disappointing in you!"
Sound familiar ... That What everyone told me... Really letting all go ... Cause in the long terms.. Is not helping any one... Now I really learn what Letting people go ...
" Who the hell are you?" That when your test really came...
"So Who The Hell Am I?"..
" Why I told You to do this immediately , and you don't?" Am I such behaving like a excuses not helping you?
"Hey are you order me now?"
I don't order people .. I don't like this feeling .. Maybe I said the wrong words again....
" I called you to come down right now , what took you so long? "
Sound I am a Maid?
" That thing need two people to carry are you nuts?"
Actuality I Do need cause my hand are aches...
"How long do I have put up with you?" When are you moving out of the house?" If you living in this house, bloody hell paid me$$$!!"
I AM PLANNING RIGHT NOW!! ASAP!`` MONEY WHERE HELL I FOUND IT FOR YOU!!
"People look down on you , they said you should stick that old job!!"
Firstly, why you bother?
Secondly Who the hell are those people to comment on this?
Thirdly, I am not happy for so many year .....
Done finish... Throw out all those rubbish...
DON'T SAID I NARROW MINDED!!
That what when the person close to you said to you.. That also when I don't have goal in my life?. I don't know what to do? I don't like to talk cause what came out from my mouth will piss them off.
I write this post just vent out! I don't Need your pity, your help!!!..
"I AM Very Disappointing in you!"
Sound familiar ... That What everyone told me... Really letting all go ... Cause in the long terms.. Is not helping any one... Now I really learn what Letting people go ...
" Who the hell are you?" That when your test really came...
"So Who The Hell Am I?"..
" Why I told You to do this immediately , and you don't?" Am I such behaving like a excuses not helping you?
"Hey are you order me now?"
I don't order people .. I don't like this feeling .. Maybe I said the wrong words again....
" I called you to come down right now , what took you so long? "
Sound I am a Maid?
" That thing need two people to carry are you nuts?"
Actuality I Do need cause my hand are aches...
"How long do I have put up with you?" When are you moving out of the house?" If you living in this house, bloody hell paid me$$$!!"
I AM PLANNING RIGHT NOW!! ASAP!`` MONEY WHERE HELL I FOUND IT FOR YOU!!
"People look down on you , they said you should stick that old job!!"
Firstly, why you bother?
Secondly Who the hell are those people to comment on this?
Thirdly, I am not happy for so many year .....
Done finish... Throw out all those rubbish...
DON'T SAID I NARROW MINDED!!
i want you back at 9:55 AM
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Today, receive a reply back from a "friend".... "Dont think people will clean ur mess!!" Come on there some misunderstanding? Just saw some e-mail, thinking of helping ends up made him think I am extra!! Ok fine!! Wat to do??
By the way, month ends soon. Another colleague leave soon. I still wondering should I stay? (Cause I hate people who don't pay my salary!!).. SICK HATE!!!1
Got that bitch told me { why still have'nt quit?, If is me.... I try my best next few days to hunt any job I caN!!} .. Cool but wait , can I do it is another questions.....
HATE IT HATE IT!!! Grrrrrrrrr..... Aaaaaa>....
By the way, month ends soon. Another colleague leave soon. I still wondering should I stay? (Cause I hate people who don't pay my salary!!).. SICK HATE!!!1
Got that bitch told me { why still have'nt quit?, If is me.... I try my best next few days to hunt any job I caN!!} .. Cool but wait , can I do it is another questions.....
HATE IT HATE IT!!! Grrrrrrrrr..... Aaaaaa>....
i want you back at 9:13 PM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Bloody hell!!! hi guys March came by once again... Got busy with work.... new work place crappy piss off.. Not a enjoyable place to work in. This month 3 ppl have left the company.. Gross.. The company itself never learn they mistake!! Even worst the whole company is family member!!! How in the hell I can work in? Early in the morning have to pick up boss big sister... Never make it on time... Everyday wake up early... Freak up!! like nightmare!! Drag my ass to move on ..... Have to tell they I WAN TO QUIT!!!!... Counting down every day... Too many stuff dont want to see dont wan to know!!! Hope i can last till that time...
p.s : I AM SORRY , PLAESE FORGIVE ME , I THANKS U AND I LOVE U...
p.s : I AM SORRY , PLAESE FORGIVE ME , I THANKS U AND I LOVE U...
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Today got woke by my mum at 5.45 am! Scream and shout at me and my sisters for no answer her wheresoever we want to follow her for morning exercise! So i woke up quickly brush up myself but she left the house with out me!!
I call asked where was she " I already left". Did I told her to wait for me ?Cant Just a spare me a few sec ? NO I WONT WAIT FOR U! SO GO BACK TO SLEEP !! [ I was like WTF? Woke me and ask me to sleep?] And started complaint " Always I go alone....etc..." Curse me and my sec sister if both of us don't find a job she also hack care!!
Do u know how is like to be harsh shock up by U!! The mother I use to know is no longer with us. That charming and independent woman is gone... What left is another soul who live in my mother body!! Making this comment, very sad.
If I don't vent my anger out LIKE NOw.. By the time I old , I will even worst than my mum. Laugh out loud!
Chest pain again when ever She speak like this ..
The house we living in, is not happy . A angry house is bad for this moment when my mum emotion uncontrollable. Making the whole family also. Seen each other like "free loader" cant wait kill each other by using harsh words , throwing stuff around the house. (So if this matter also like u guys out there solution is MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE!!)
Solution is to move!! But money concern wise, I haven't got a job so we cant get a loan form the government! And secondly to find the "Right house" for the whole family is also a challenge.
Lastly, on what I have learn let go, sorry for all those soul who lives with us. please grant me the will power to survival this matter.
I call asked where was she " I already left". Did I told her to wait for me ?Cant Just a spare me a few sec ? NO I WONT WAIT FOR U! SO GO BACK TO SLEEP !! [ I was like WTF? Woke me and ask me to sleep?] And started complaint " Always I go alone....etc..." Curse me and my sec sister if both of us don't find a job she also hack care!!
Do u know how is like to be harsh shock up by U!! The mother I use to know is no longer with us. That charming and independent woman is gone... What left is another soul who live in my mother body!! Making this comment, very sad.
If I don't vent my anger out LIKE NOw.. By the time I old , I will even worst than my mum. Laugh out loud!
Chest pain again when ever She speak like this ..
The house we living in, is not happy . A angry house is bad for this moment when my mum emotion uncontrollable. Making the whole family also. Seen each other like "free loader" cant wait kill each other by using harsh words , throwing stuff around the house. (So if this matter also like u guys out there solution is MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE!!)
Solution is to move!! But money concern wise, I haven't got a job so we cant get a loan form the government! And secondly to find the "Right house" for the whole family is also a challenge.
Lastly, on what I have learn let go, sorry for all those soul who lives with us. please grant me the will power to survival this matter.
YES I WILL!!
I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I THANK YOU AND I LOVE U!
I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I THANK YOU AND I LOVE U!
i want you back at 7:46 AM
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